jennii

Anyhow..today we got alot done. painted the guest bedroom a really pretty blue. killed ants outside. and now going to eat at http://www.cicispizza.com/_template.php  i love cicis and its cheap too. ha. they have pizza with macaroni and cheese on it! so good!

pictures later..

hope everyone is having a good weekend!

 

shout outs to cali..

 

later! -jennii

http://www.treadstonemusicintel.com/rtb/radio.php?songid=1329

 

does it play? this is Cage9 they are from Panama i think.

 

like it?

Hey Guys,
Just wanted to encourage people to send me links or info of any unsigned music acts. I am and A&R Talent Scout for TMI and Treadstone Music Intelligence is" revolutionizing the user innovation landscape in music with a filter aggregator platform identifying the most promising emerging artists combined with street intelligence culled from the largest managed open source scout network in the world" "Santogold, The Killers, and Slim Thug are among the many emerging artists discovered and recommended by our network" (taken from the TMI homepage). In other words. Us scouts all over the country review music, find bands, post their music, bios etc..and we track whats new and unsigned..then after alot of us review it record labels and people wanting to publish music in movies, tv, etc..will contact us. And sign them. (Thus ..a star is born!) see? its fun. Right now I am pushing a band called Trophy Scars. if you want to hear them yourself go to http://www.myspace.com/trophyscars/ But I am very interested in finding more new music. I know its out there! So if  you have any unsigned music yourself or music you know of, email me. jenniibuchholtz@gmail.com  OR post your links to your music as a reply here.

-Jennii

http://trivilin.buzznet.com

this idiot just wrote me . and all the email said was "hey whats up bitch whats crackin?"
are you fucking serious?
I am an ADULT. I AM MARRIED. I live in my OWN HOME I have A JOB/ why the fuck would someone like this bother writing me? I cannot even believe it. look at the profile too. its fucking stupid. oh my god this is whats wrong with the world today. haha. congrats whoever you are. you are the dumbest person to ever waste my time on this buzznet thing.

Ok..i dont know why. but lately ive been getting alot of friend requests from little girls i dont know and they send pics of them posed all porno style in swim suits... I DO  NOT WANT TO SEE THIS! haha! wtf! And NO I WILL NOT APPROVE YOU as my friend!
i dont want buzznet turning into myspace with a bunch of sleazebag loser asshole kids ohh look at me ! look at my swimsuit! look at me pose in my yard like i have no clothes..oh my god. where are your parents?!?!

so yeah i just deleted all you people. dont try to add me again i dont want to know you and your gross pics of your child bodies was almost illegal so i want nothing to do with that shit. grow up.

please keep buzznet a normal fun place.. i think of buzznet as almost like my daily life..journal..my thoughts..feelings..my day to day life. you wont find me laying in my yard freezing to death in a bikini i am sorry.   the closest thing that may ever even come to this certainly wont be posed and fake. my husband would laugh his ass of if i asked him to take some creepy pic of me posing like all come hither in a swimsuit,  haha...I will probably remember this comment later this summer and get drunk and sunburned and lay in some godamn sand with a bunch of beer cans and flip people like you posed swimsuit freaks off. ahh! seriously. haha. im very very tempted right now to take pics making fun of these...but i will hold back for now cuz its fucking cold outside. i wish i could find the pic of me in the shower with the dog. now that is funny shit. im not posing trying to impress anyone. in fact i looked like shit in that pic and thats what makes it a real photo and funny..yay.. ok back to trying to sleep. ugh...

:)

you can write me and ask to be annonymous if you'd like..but send your problems/questions/stories/concerns..to me at : jenniibuchholtz@gmail.com

i dont do just any advice..only advice..particular to relationships..be it with friends..family..love life..enemies..ha..you got me. I thought about it forawhile...but I might even do a Tarot reading if its something particularly tough. Just let me know :) Its about time I put my abilities back to good use. I have a sense about things..the answers just come to me I guess you could say.

im so glad i got my computer back and working!

anyhow...bring on the emails!

xo,
jennii

i uploaded videos last year in mid decemeber. has anyone got to view them yet? what the hell is wrong with my profile that they aren't showin up?

http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v209/jenniibeans/

this is just funny photo album stuff.

Happy New Years everyone!
hope you all had fun, and that this 2009 is the best year ever. No more troubles! I really hope I stay out of trouble this year, for reals..haha. 
so what are everyones goals for new years? anything?
mine is to lose more weight, and keep working out.
get a new laptop.
stop being a SLOB and clean up all my clothes n shit..
and....
i dunno...


any ideas?

I posted a few funny videos shot poorly from my verizon lg envy 2 phone....they aren't the best but they are funny. especially the one where i am drunk and sound hilarious...haha. and lotsa barni :)


enjoy.

xo,
Jennii

I feel awful but the realization today, after 20+ years of being catholic. And praying to god for forgiveness. For the truth. praying for justice. praying for my soul and my sanity. Praying to god saying, if you are out there, and ive asked before for your help, and you have failed me, every time, i asked once more. and again. failure. This marked the 100th time I have asked for god and tried to trust and rely on my faith. the 100th time!. its like a 100 chances to be there, to show me the light, and failure times 100. thats alot.  I dont want to go to church anymore. especially not for christmas. I am no longer singing any carols that mention "baby jesus" or "o holy night" or any of that fucking bullshit.  I AM DONE. I am burning the religious cards i hung in my house, that i used to look at , and feel like they had meaning. there is nothing anymore in my heart. this is really hard for me. I really have cried for a few hours now. But this feels more right then believing in something that has done nothing for me my whole life. so thanks for nothing.

there is no angels left to take you to your grave.
there is no light at the end of the tunnel.
there is nothing but evil surrounding a corrupt world.
and were all stuck in it. rotting.
we have no souls.
we only have sin...
lies...and fate.
there is nothing to look forward to..
we are not gods children...
we are just children..
-jennii

I almost cried when I got these photos, but 2 of Dani & Daegans kids sent us photos (well their owner did..) and they grew up to look exactly like their parents. Here is Will ..... and.....Grace...! :)

  AHH! So Cute!!!

I love them! I need to go to Omaha and visit them..and ofcourse bring their mama and papa! :)

a few summers ago we met up with some younger gals that were fans online of mcr and loved us (i wonder why) :) anyhow this pictures sums up me looking like an asshole. and i have a pass on that has a fucking american idol guy on it so thats pretty gay.


the girl in the middle, victoria, is a sweetheart though

2008 is coming to an end (finally!) I cant decide if its been a particularly great year or a bad one, so much of both. I got married in March and that was fun and exciting. The wedding itself was hilarious and I think everyone was drunk...and the reception afterwards was gorgeous. I couldn't have imagined a more beautiful day, or a better place to celebrate then at Windsor Stables. Its a big fancy reception room owned by the Green Gateau a top restaurant here. I had so much fun..and..my husband and I and our love for music, shared our first dance together as husband and wife to the song by Failure "Stuck On You". I'd wanted that song since I was a little kid.
My dog dani that I've had forever also had her first litter of 5 adorable puppies this year. I hand delivered them from 2 am till 5 am in the morning last May. They all survived and grew up to be quite the cuties. I kept 1, and named him Cowboy Barni Bebop. :)
Then alot of bad things happened this year. I had to get rid of a few toxic people in my life that couldn't treat me the way i deserved. I had to deal with my grandpa telling me off and to not speak to him again. Then I was in a car accident again. And had my lip lacerated a few inches into my face, alot of stitches, and alot of healing. I am still not quite who I was before. My stitches came out a few weeks ago but the damages from how wrongly i was treated and then even ARRESTED for no reason while I was laying in the Emergency room..is nothing short of some stupid crazy bullshit you'd see happen to like, britney spears or something. Just seriously crazy fucked up shit. I still dont trust police anymore after all the wrongful accusations. ( I got ran off the road by an  unknown driver, severly hurt, knocked out etc..and I took the blame? thanks cops..). I've had to take alot of medication to feel even slightly ok and alot of that medicine made me even more sick and fucked up then I could have imagined. So I am hoping that next year I can be old me again. Actually I demand it..and I pray for it everyday. I'm tired of the anxiety and worry, panic attacks and the fucked up dreams and insomnia. I want to be able to be a normal person and have my life back. Anyone whos ever been diagnosed with post traumatic stress or anxiety will know what im talking about. Its like the real you dies..its awful. and out of control.

so 2009... here I come. I hope that I make it and I hope its worthwhile.

xo,
jennii c. buchholtz (mcburney)